I Had My Heart Broken Too Many Times- If You Want My Love You Need To Know This
I’ve been hurt too many times and I’ve survived too many crappy relationships. Even though I’m broken inside and my heart still hurts, I’m here stronger than ever.
I realize I deserve better and I won’t settle for anything less. I have a lot to offers and I’m worth every bit of effort and every bit of trouble. If you want my love there are few things you need to know about me.
My heart has big walls
I used to think that every person has a kind heart like me and I was very wrong about it, so I suffered quite a lot. Now, because of it, I’m cautious of people whose actions don’t match their words.
I don’t want to hurt again and I’m very afraid to give my heart away. Forgive me if that makes you feel frustrated but I just want to feel safe so just be patient and treat me right and I will lead you through the thorny path, giving you the keys to my heart.
My intuition is my best friend
I can sense if your intentions are bad and I can see through all your lies because life has thought me that. If you want to be with me you need to be yourself with no masks, no fakeness, and no lies.
I deserve to be treated the same way I treat others and If you can’t accept this I won’t be ashamed to show you the door.
I notice small things and react accordingly
- If I notice that want to manipulate me, I won’t stay silent pretending like nothing is happening. I’ll react and tell you right away because I don’t want to keep my true feelings inside anymore.
- The outcome of my silence is very well known to me. But I’ll also notice your small acts of kindness and love and I’ll make sure to appreciate them.
- The focus on the good and bad details will give me the whole picture of whether you truly care about me or not.
I appreciate real kindness
You may think or be the smart and talented person who is a “someone” in this world or be as funny and rich as you can get, but I don’t give a damn about that. I’m interested in your character and I’m interested in the way you treat me and other people.
Integrity is everything to me so I can’t imagine myself being with someone who has no idea what kindness is.
For most part my fears are greater than my fate in love.
Believe me, I want to trust you but after all the pain I’m not able to trust anyone. I can’t believe sweet words because, in the past, the same words were a deadly potion to my heart.
I’m afraid that love is nothing but a game to you so if you want my love, don’t give up on me when I fear to love, stay patient and walk beside me holding my hand.
When I love, I love wholeheartedly.
I love with my minds, body, heart, and soul and I expect the same back. I want to be with someone who deserves me and with someone who will love me as I am and inspires me to be a better person.
I want to be with someone who will fight for me with the same passion I fight for them.
I do believe in a better tomorrow
Yes, my heart has been broken too many times, but I still hope for the best. I’ve experienced the worst, but my heart is still full of love so I still dare to take risks in life. What is life without hope and fight and what is life without love?
I’m worth real love
I’m worth every bit of effort. I do know, earning my love won’t be easy, but I’m worth the fight. You may be the one who will break the walls of my heart, and it will be a new, fresh start.
I promise it will be only yours and you’ll always be the only one in my heart.